Amidst the darkness there is eventually light. A light shone upon me today and I was a little more relaxed, a bit more positive and I enjoyed the mundane things I did. It gives me hope that by writing, I am beginning to unveil more of who I am and what makes me feel better. When I write, I feel less anxious. I feel less worried and more in control of what’s to come. If I write the worry down it’s no longer living in my head and if it’s a positive thought, I put it out into the universe by writing it down.
I felt a bit more connected to those around me. I felt more peaceful and aware in a good way of how I treat those around me, especially my fiancé. We had a really good day, lots of laughs and not a single argument. Whenever we have great days like these, I love having sex with him because our connection feels stronger. We ended the day on such a lovely note.
Tomorrow I will continue to practice love towards myself and others. I will be grateful for the wonderful life I have and the true love I’ve found. I have every single important thing a woman needs in life. I have independence, a thriving business, a wonderful relationship where I’m treasured and taken care and loved ones who adore me. What if instead of focusing on the worst that could happen, I imagined the best thing that could happen as a result of my actions? It’s all about perspective so maybe it would change things? I’ll report back tomorrow, if the key to happiness was as simple as being grateful, everyone would be doing it.
xx Dahlia
Dahlia's Diary 